was thinking about what happened recently in life. i just thought that it happened all too soon. sooner than i expected. the "it" im talking about was something to do with my current relationship. i knew for a fact that everyone in the family will oppose this relationship and we were preparing for it, but the revelation happened all too soon that we have to put down our battleship first in order to device a new and better plan.
both of us does not want to give up the relationship we just started recently just like that. what we did was just to lie-low. i know he loves me, i can feel that, but he needs to prove to my family that he is worth their trust, and i believe he can do that, im just giving him the time to do so.
we are joking about it, we are modern romeo and juliet! hahaha though i havent heard from his family yet, but rumors has it that they too are mad at me, but he told me they aren't. its just some people does not know how to mind their own business and kept on ruining others just to prove their point.
i am fighting for this, because i believe in it and so does he. we just have to be brave and ready for anything.
loving someone is never always a cloud-nine.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
mga nakakalokang pangyayari
its been a while since my last post (na naman!) hindi sa tamad ako magpost, wala lang talaga time. sa dami nang nangyari sa akin for the past month. rollercoaster ride kaya! and i was wondering pano ko nakayanan lahat ng yun! oh well here's a glimpse of what happened to me. pucha, my last post here pala was the poem i wrote out of heartache! its been months, im OK now...walang halong kaplastikan yan ha! so eto na...
* few days after the breakup, i summed up all my courage to face our common friends at a wedding ceremony. na on the spot gospel reading pa ako nun, buti na lang i was so glammed up wearing black and red ensemble. hahaha. so after the wedding, mega smile naman ako sa reception though napansin ng mga friends na im not eating. at after nun, super gusto ko na umuwi dahil im in so much pain, seeing him flirting! my gawd, what a pain in the heart! but still, they didn't let me go, they dragged me to a hotel room rented by the newlyweds for an extra celebration with friends. there i got so drunk badly and the rest was history.
* after the breakup i diverted my attention to some physical activity. as in medyo rigorous physical activity ito. i was connected to an outdoor group. so ayun, mountaineer ang effect ko. akyat bundok. island hoping. as in outdoor junkie lang talaga. kaya imagine my complexion! hahaha. there was a month nga na i was in the beach for four weekends straight! twice in camarines sur at anawangin. so ayun! gala galore ang ginawa ko just to divert my attention
* siyempre inom dito, inom dun...mga tomador yung mga mountaineer na nakilala ko eh
* kala ko tuloy-tuloy na yung pag join ko sa outdoor group na sinasamahan ko. but then again something happened, a bad thing happened. gender sensitivity issues. so ayun. that made me decide not to push through joining them, nagkabastusan na eh. tapos, just recently i've learned that i was a test of character daw! WTF!
* wala pa ako balak pumasok sa relasyon, but someone so persistent knocked me down! so ayun, currently BF ko siya. but now i'm experiencing a lot of pain just because i chose to be in this relationship. people had judged him based on his physicality and status in life. hindi naman nila alam yung totoo. hay. hirap talaga ng ganun!
so ayun, so far, roller coaster talaga. a week of joy and happiness then a week of pain and suffering!
life oh life!
* few days after the breakup, i summed up all my courage to face our common friends at a wedding ceremony. na on the spot gospel reading pa ako nun, buti na lang i was so glammed up wearing black and red ensemble. hahaha. so after the wedding, mega smile naman ako sa reception though napansin ng mga friends na im not eating. at after nun, super gusto ko na umuwi dahil im in so much pain, seeing him flirting! my gawd, what a pain in the heart! but still, they didn't let me go, they dragged me to a hotel room rented by the newlyweds for an extra celebration with friends. there i got so drunk badly and the rest was history.
* after the breakup i diverted my attention to some physical activity. as in medyo rigorous physical activity ito. i was connected to an outdoor group. so ayun, mountaineer ang effect ko. akyat bundok. island hoping. as in outdoor junkie lang talaga. kaya imagine my complexion! hahaha. there was a month nga na i was in the beach for four weekends straight! twice in camarines sur at anawangin. so ayun! gala galore ang ginawa ko just to divert my attention
* siyempre inom dito, inom dun...mga tomador yung mga mountaineer na nakilala ko eh
* kala ko tuloy-tuloy na yung pag join ko sa outdoor group na sinasamahan ko. but then again something happened, a bad thing happened. gender sensitivity issues. so ayun. that made me decide not to push through joining them, nagkabastusan na eh. tapos, just recently i've learned that i was a test of character daw! WTF!
* wala pa ako balak pumasok sa relasyon, but someone so persistent knocked me down! so ayun, currently BF ko siya. but now i'm experiencing a lot of pain just because i chose to be in this relationship. people had judged him based on his physicality and status in life. hindi naman nila alam yung totoo. hay. hirap talaga ng ganun!
so ayun, so far, roller coaster talaga. a week of joy and happiness then a week of pain and suffering!
life oh life!
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